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(no subject) [Dec. 4th, 2005|03:42 pm]
Lauren
[mood |cynicalcynical]

Don't fret precious I'm here, step away from the window
Go back to sleep
Safe from pain and truth and choice and other poison devils,
See, they don't give a fuck about you, like I do. I’ll be the one to protect you from your enemies and all your demons
I'll be the one to protect you from a will to survive and a voice of reason
I'll be the one to protect you from your enemies and your choices son
They're one in the same, I must isolate you…
Isolate and save you from yourself …
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lalala [Nov. 26th, 2005|11:11 pm]
Lauren
[music |Blue- A perfect circle]

ummmmm well working at prc for danka I sell printers copiers that kinda stuff lol...Im so funny at it too. I ran into old boy from marc 15 th entry and we are talking agin not sure for how long this time...god knows...he's prolly playing someone else and using me ha! Oh well, sigh,Im only human and I have needs too! lol, well talk to you later
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(no subject) [Nov. 5th, 2005|09:44 pm]
Lauren
[music |STUOPID GIRL COLD COLD COLD]

GOSH mYS HEAD HURTS i THINK i SRANK TO MUCH LOL...iMS UPSET CAUSE i HAVE HAD A SHITTY WEK WENT TO THE TITTY BAR LAST NIGHT AND HAD SOME CITBITVH BITCH GIVE ME A HICKEY LOL...i LOVE FUCKING D STRIPPERS, STRIPPERS ARE IN A LEAGUE OF THEIR OWN LIKE A WHOLE NEW HUMAN RACE i DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS GOD BLESS THOSE WOMEN...LOL...IN A NON GAY WAY LOL....CAUSE WE ALL KNOW SAY IT WITH ME NW...lAUREN LOVES THE DICK HA! OK LOVE YOU BUH-BYE NOW..
LAUREN
P.S LOVE 100 PROOF SO CO AND DR.PEPPER BUT NOW ITS NOT LOVING ME
lAUREN
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(no subject) [Nov. 4th, 2005|03:13 pm]
Lauren
well, Mr. Wonderfull turned out to be not so wonderfull and we broke up a few days ago...it's funny...I'm wondering what they hell am I doing so wrong....or am I just picking the wrong guys....ha! I seen it coming from the day we started talking...but I ignored that and thought maybe all the bullshit lines he is saying, he is being honest...but I should of known better...well, I did kniw better...but ignored that thought...But how the hell someone can go through such a drastic change is waaaayyyy beyonde me....pssshh...I'm just a stupid girl.....no more guys lol...Im going to devote myself to work, and then start going to school again...I dont need to be around men they only bring me down...its always so hard to get past the shitty emotions....damn hormones.
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cher's version [Oct. 13th, 2005|01:59 am]
Lauren
Cher - Half-breed Lyrics


My father married a pure cherokee
My mother's people were ashamed of me
The indians said i was white by law
The white man always called me "indian squaw"

Chorus:
Half-breed, that's all i ever heard
Half-breed, how i learned to hate the word
Half-breed, she's no good they warned
Both sides were against me since the day i was born

We never settled, went from town to town
When you're not welcome you don't hang around
The other children always laughed at me
"give her a feather, she's a cherokee"

Chorus

We weren't accepted and i felt ashamed
Nineteen i left them, tell me who's to blame
My life since then has been from man to man
But i can't run away from what i am

Chorus
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hmmm... [Oct. 10th, 2005|10:47 pm]
Lauren
[mood |stressedstressed]

well, I really think that maybe my life would be easier if I could just cut guys out completely...but then theres that a whole hit of reality and I am me, and I am in love with being in love and I love romance. But at the same time, I have a hard time understanding and dealing with disappointment. I think that maybe I am to honest with people, and I expect the same in return. I don't like games, if I ask you I expect you to honestly answer...even if you may think it might hurt me...chances are I asked because of suspition so Iim already a little hurt. Things change, life changes, people change, feelings change...I know this. Somehow I am always the only person who can stay caught up in a moment longer than a while. And I have trouble letting go...I would really rather be dumped...then dump someone....I have to many what if's running through my mind. I'm to stressed...I have to many issues to deal with little boys...like my an entire employment ordeal...not sure what I am going to do I am trying to get a job...and I really really dont want to come down to a gas station or fast food I worked to hard in school to do so...I am praying that wednesday becomes my day of glory!
well all keep me in your prayers
Lauren
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Beautiful dream [Oct. 10th, 2005|12:36 am]
Lauren
[mood |lovedloved]

When I'm with you I have this dream,
a perfect world with beautiful things.
No one else sees me like you do,
no one moves the way you move.
I see you as my best friend,
and your with me till the end.
Wouldn't it be nice to have a normall life,
maybe one day I'll be your wife.
We can build a house with a big back yard,
facing lifes challenges none are to hard.
And when I lay my head down to sleep,
I will always hear your heart beat.
We can have children of our own,
Settle down till they are grown.
Then travel the world just you and me,
travel a cruise bound for italy.
See the world with all it's wonders,
with each year our love grow stronger.
So hold me tight by all means,
So I stay in this beautiful dream.
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uuucckkk [Oct. 7th, 2005|01:07 am]
Lauren
[mood |sicksick]
[music |It's the reason-oleander]

I have felt bad all day today and yesterday :-( apperently my ketones are at a level of 120 and you arent supposed to have any (unless you are aneorxic and are living in iraq) so guess that means my kindeys are failing...sigh...again. guess that would explaing the puking and be oh so tired.....and Im grumpy like a an entire nother level unusell for me...hmmm...not sure what is wrong
well
later
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my eyes sparkle [Oct. 2nd, 2005|01:50 pm]
Lauren
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |more than words]

hey so oscar (the guy I went out to dinner and bowling with) came down for the weekend...he was 2 hours late on friday..but thats ok, he did call to tell me he was going to be late. I really like him a lot, he is a great guy with a big heart, and strong ambitions. we went to the beach saturday night and took a walk and laid down on a blanket and looked up at the stairs talking about small wonders it was so cute. He left today kinda early. I didnt want him to leave I was having such a nice time just being with him. ya cant help but to lke him, he has sucha great personality.
other news mmmmm....I cant take my board test till later stupid sandra messed up my shit!!!!! dirty bitch I dont like her to well....
well gtg
lauren
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today [Sep. 16th, 2005|05:41 pm]
Lauren
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |la tortura shakira]

Laura's husband got back from Iraq today....I'm going out dinner, bowling and the whole sunset at the beach thing really excited and with a really great guy!!!!!!! lol...love my life, no more manuel. I talk to his friends he got hurt really bad in louisiana dropped a chainsaw on his arm. A person can only tolerate so much and I had all I can take from him. Time to move on...and so I am. Because I need to well
gotta curl my hair lol
Lauren
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